Long Long Long Long Time Crush/Love. ♡




I've fallen inlove with someone I know I shouldn't. Trying hard to fight my feelings, but I just couldn't. I fall deeper with each passing day, But trying to hide it in every possible way. She's only a friend, and nothing else...That's the lie I keep telling myself. I keep on saying she's just a buddy, But deep inside, I'm falling in love. I get so kilig when I meet her eyes, But keep reminding myself it isn't right. A simple glance turns into a stare, But I pretend that I don't care. It's not right for us two to be. Is that why I hide it so no one can see? But how long will I pretend? Keep lying that she's just a friend? I see you everyday at school and i just think you're so cool. We are young but i know i love you, it hurts to love you so much, i just wish you knew what i really feel for you. Perhaps my feelings I can never show. Perhaps it's wrong for her to know. Our friendship can't be risked over this, So being her guy is an impossible wish.